Started a new job, it requires me to be outgoing and upbeat. All my new coworkers think I’m perfect for it. What they don’t see is me having freaking out while no one is looking. How I’ve managed to fool them is beyond me, but I’ll keep trying.
Remember to smile,
Hipster Harrison
Bipolar Harrison 
I understand your anxiety. I am bipolar too and working was always anxiety-ridden for me. Congrats on the new job. I hope you do well!
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I often wonder when I land a new job if I can keep up that facade of being happy and upbeat all day long. LOL That gives me anxiety. My husband says whenever I start something new like a job, I go through a period of anxiety in different stages that lasts for three weeks into it until I get used to it. Perhaps you might be going through the same thing?
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Hey Harrison. I like your blog. Good luck with the new job. Maybe you will turn out to be perfect for it…
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I understand. I get anxiety also. I will be praying for you.
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OMG…Look for a new job while you have this shitty one. And yes, the definition of a shitty job is one where they force you to do and say ridiculous things to customers that you would never say to a friend or even an acquaintance. Good Luck!
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